Memories.
Could you truely prove they aren't
just fragments, fragment of something greater?
That everything you touch, see, smell, hear, taste, was real?
That everything..
now or before people, places, is real?
Could everything just be inside another person's mind?
In reality, you can't prove much of anything.
Matter itself is just a theroy.
This too is a theroy, but you can decide,
Is everything around you, just part of
A Bigger Dream?
I lived my life the same everyday. I couldn't stand change. It was just to hard to bear. As i passed by the places I was at with other people, I couldn't help but to be sad to see i wasn't at that place with that person right now. I didnt like going to places with diffrent people everytime. If I did, Tears would pour out as if i had a ocean behind my eyes. I would drownd in my tears. I hated when people died. The people i loved and knew well. The people i spent so much time with. After awhile, i didnt bother creating memories. I lived only with the memries of my far off past. When I saw others around me turn sad, I couldn't help but feel sor
I promise to never hurt you
I promise to never make you cry
I promise to never lie
I promise to never leave
I promise to hold your hand
I promise to tell the truth
I promise you the time of day
I promise to answer your questions
I promise to always speak to you
I promise to be loyal
I promise to be there when your in trouble
I promise you I'll see you again
I wish I could have those joyous times you see in movies.
Of people wishing on stars
Of people who dont care about school
Of people who make promises
Of people who's dreams had come true
Of people who are carefree
But even though we want these things to happen with our family and friends, maybe even live a fairy tale, I can't. There are two paths in the begginging of life. The empty one and the crowded one. Someone must chooose the empty one. I stand alone on this path. Even though i regret taking it, Someone has too.
Memories.
Could you truely prove they aren't
just fragments, fragment of something greater?
That everything you touch, see, smell, hear, taste, was real?
That everything..
now or before people, places, is real?
Could everything just be inside another person's mind?
In reality, you can't prove much of anything.
Matter itself is just a theroy.
This too is a theroy, but you can decide,
Is everything around you, just part of
A Bigger Dream?
I lived my life the same everyday. I couldn't stand change. It was just to hard to bear. As i passed by the places I was at with other people, I couldn't help but to be sad to see i wasn't at that place with that person right now. I didnt like going to places with diffrent people everytime. If I did, Tears would pour out as if i had a ocean behind my eyes. I would drownd in my tears. I hated when people died. The people i loved and knew well. The people i spent so much time with. After awhile, i didnt bother creating memories. I lived only with the memries of my far off past. When I saw others around me turn sad, I couldn't help but feel sor
I promise to never hurt you
I promise to never make you cry
I promise to never lie
I promise to never leave
I promise to hold your hand
I promise to tell the truth
I promise you the time of day
I promise to answer your questions
I promise to always speak to you
I promise to be loyal
I promise to be there when your in trouble
I promise you I'll see you again
I wish I could have those joyous times you see in movies.
Of people wishing on stars
Of people who dont care about school
Of people who make promises
Of people who's dreams had come true
Of people who are carefree
But even though we want these things to happen with our family and friends, maybe even live a fairy tale, I can't. There are two paths in the begginging of life. The empty one and the crowded one. Someone must chooose the empty one. I stand alone on this path. Even though i regret taking it, Someone has too.
iLyrics: Bring Me To Life by orithimaya12, literature
Literature
iLyrics: Bring Me To Life
How can you see into my eyes, Like open doors? Leading you down ino my core, Would I become so numb? I thought I saw..My spirit sleeping somewhere. Cold. Untill you find it there and lead it back..Home.
Wake me up.
Wake me up inside.
I cant wake up.
Wake me up inside.
Save me.
Call my name and save me from the dark.
Wake me up.
Bid my blood to run.
I remember that day well.
The stars glittered above.
You were so close.
Yet as far as the rising sun.
Suddenly the world spinned aroung me.
I think I saw you.
And right when I did, I fell.
The world went black.
I fell into a deep sleep.
And when I awoke,
I was alone.
Through the window I could see it snowing.
It looked as if
a sea of crystals
were falling from above.
When I awoke once more,
The world
was one big blur
I could no longer
make sense of words
I could no longer speak
I just lay there
thinking of how it happened.
Doctors and people
would rush in and out of my room
Next to me was my favo
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So I went to th doctors office on.. Thursday. Theres more then 20 diffrent 'illness' i could have. So I was sent to get a blood test, in which i needed to give her 7 test tubes of blood. But we were there forever bc id think the nurse knew what she was doing. Apparently i ran out of blood.. or something bc she was like o no its coming out so slow.. it was pretty akward.
So I guess you could say i'm not in my 'best' mood today. I had to see my 81(?) year old 'aunt'. Which was just a joy. O and i never did get to comment on me and misa's last sleepover so i'll do that fast: K, so the other 2 at the sleepover where playing around with their flutes and crap. And I think Both misa and I had at least a little regret. Ok back to what's happening today. I found out all the random dizzyiness, and pains all day where NOT part of the illness everyone knew i had. So to summarize that, i might have another diffrent maybe Worse illness. I guess it's my own fault for not telling everyone about it. At first, I just assumme
It's been I long time since you've been on... If you ever do get on again, I just thought I'd let you know I've been thinking of you. I hope to see you soon.